Dear Journal -
So yesterday was my bday and I got to talk to the only person that I really really wanted to talk to. He made my day! I told him that he inspired me, and I bet he didn't believe me, but he does. My son took me to dinner like the man that he is, my baby is no longer a baby. He is so awesome. My daughter was finally baptised and she kept telling me Happy Bday mommy all day long. At one point she wanted to start singing are you one, are you two.... I laughed so hard and told her she had to say, are you 10, are you 20. I was able to have some family time so needles to say, it was an awesome BDAY, filled with love and happiness and surrounded by the one's that I matter most.
Today I'm 40. I'm not sure how I am supposed to act now that I'm 40. I keep thinking that I have to learn how to act more age appropriate, but I'm not sure what that really means? I act natural always have always will. I don't think age can change the way we feel inside, I project in the outside, what I feel in the inside. I will always be real, I will always be me, no matter what age I am. This is who I am and I am soooo happy with that.
So, yes today I am 40 years old, but in my heart and soul, I have no age. I am Jazzy and nothing has changed, but the number I have to say when they ask me my age......
So needless to say........... I feel 40 AND FABULOUS!!! WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!
I think that is a quote from my favorite girls from the show sex and the city. LOVE IT!
So yesterday was my bday and I got to talk to the only person that I really really wanted to talk to. He made my day! I told him that he inspired me, and I bet he didn't believe me, but he does. My son took me to dinner like the man that he is, my baby is no longer a baby. He is so awesome. My daughter was finally baptised and she kept telling me Happy Bday mommy all day long. At one point she wanted to start singing are you one, are you two.... I laughed so hard and told her she had to say, are you 10, are you 20. I was able to have some family time so needles to say, it was an awesome BDAY, filled with love and happiness and surrounded by the one's that I matter most.
Today I'm 40. I'm not sure how I am supposed to act now that I'm 40. I keep thinking that I have to learn how to act more age appropriate, but I'm not sure what that really means? I act natural always have always will. I don't think age can change the way we feel inside, I project in the outside, what I feel in the inside. I will always be real, I will always be me, no matter what age I am. This is who I am and I am soooo happy with that.
So, yes today I am 40 years old, but in my heart and soul, I have no age. I am Jazzy and nothing has changed, but the number I have to say when they ask me my age......
So needless to say........... I feel 40 AND FABULOUS!!! WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!
I think that is a quote from my favorite girls from the show sex and the city. LOVE IT!
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