I'm sitting on my bed with my laptop on my well, lap! and I'm having a drink of Bailey's Irish Cream. I will share with you what I'm wearing, but get ready, it isn't very attractive or sexy or any of that.... brace yourself! I'm wearing this royal blue beach dress that I bought when I was in Aruba almost 4 years ago.....
Aruba! what am awesome place to visit. Anyway, I am writing because I'm afraid that I am completely hooked on the new social network site I joined. It is in my opinion a lot of fun. I have met many great people on their, some are jerks, but for the most part, the majority of the people I talk to are seriously awesome! I have a few new I guess I can call them virtual friends. Except I know that behind each one of those emails, there is a human writing to me. Someone who's interest I pick.
Sometimes I am not sure whether this sort of thing makes me happy or sad, meaning, once upon a time in my life, I went out and met people live. Now, it seems as though we have lost ourselves in a virtual world and we forgot the most precious thing which is real live human contact. I pity the young generation almost, because I remember when I was 19, I was out meeting people and feeling their warmth. To touch someone's hand or kiss someone's lips or hear someone's voice, to me, it's just absolutely the most wonderful feeling in the world, yet here I am, stuck in the virtual world. I too have lost that loving feeling of the human touch.
I do have to admit that I am on a social network site because I cannot have a "real life" due to my schedule. However, when I get a bunch of emails a day from strangers asking me to video chat or to chat or if I have msn, I am left with no choice but to wonder, what has this world become? No I DO NOT CHAT. I don't like too, I don't have skype, I don't have msn, or yahoo, or I do have msn and yahoo. But I DON'T CHAT. If I am really interested in someone, no matter how far in this country they may be, I want to some time, find time and have some coffee with this individual, because I know, that behind those pictures that I see, there is a real man or woman.
In conclusion to what you may think as a worthless read. I must add that I have met a wonderful new girlfriend. Who today made my day when she sent me a txt message with a picture of her new boyfriend, letting me know that she was feeling better and that the guy in the picture made her smile, every time he does. I felt so happy for my new girlfriend and I wish her nothing but the best and hope that one day soon, I will have the opportunity to meet her in person. She lives in Illinois, but there is no place too far for me to travel too. If there is one thing I love is to be able to see a new skyline....... awwww! Architecture!
ps. this celibacy situation is stressing me out. If you don't know about my Celibacy situation you can read this.... http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2011/10/jazzys-deep-dark-secrets.html
pss. My life is no longer like Katie Perry's song! FUCK!!!!
T.G.I.F - Katy Perry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyXNRrsk4A
Aruba! what am awesome place to visit. Anyway, I am writing because I'm afraid that I am completely hooked on the new social network site I joined. It is in my opinion a lot of fun. I have met many great people on their, some are jerks, but for the most part, the majority of the people I talk to are seriously awesome! I have a few new I guess I can call them virtual friends. Except I know that behind each one of those emails, there is a human writing to me. Someone who's interest I pick.
Sometimes I am not sure whether this sort of thing makes me happy or sad, meaning, once upon a time in my life, I went out and met people live. Now, it seems as though we have lost ourselves in a virtual world and we forgot the most precious thing which is real live human contact. I pity the young generation almost, because I remember when I was 19, I was out meeting people and feeling their warmth. To touch someone's hand or kiss someone's lips or hear someone's voice, to me, it's just absolutely the most wonderful feeling in the world, yet here I am, stuck in the virtual world. I too have lost that loving feeling of the human touch.
I do have to admit that I am on a social network site because I cannot have a "real life" due to my schedule. However, when I get a bunch of emails a day from strangers asking me to video chat or to chat or if I have msn, I am left with no choice but to wonder, what has this world become? No I DO NOT CHAT. I don't like too, I don't have skype, I don't have msn, or yahoo, or I do have msn and yahoo. But I DON'T CHAT. If I am really interested in someone, no matter how far in this country they may be, I want to some time, find time and have some coffee with this individual, because I know, that behind those pictures that I see, there is a real man or woman.
In conclusion to what you may think as a worthless read. I must add that I have met a wonderful new girlfriend. Who today made my day when she sent me a txt message with a picture of her new boyfriend, letting me know that she was feeling better and that the guy in the picture made her smile, every time he does. I felt so happy for my new girlfriend and I wish her nothing but the best and hope that one day soon, I will have the opportunity to meet her in person. She lives in Illinois, but there is no place too far for me to travel too. If there is one thing I love is to be able to see a new skyline....... awwww! Architecture!
ps. this celibacy situation is stressing me out. If you don't know about my Celibacy situation you can read this.... http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2011/10/jazzys-deep-dark-secrets.html
pss. My life is no longer like Katie Perry's song! FUCK!!!!
T.G.I.F - Katy Perry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyXNRrsk4A
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