IS IT NORMAL

Ok, so what you are about to read makes no sense, but I'm thinking of someone and these are the thoughts that are going on in my mind.  This is after all MY JOURNAL RIGHT? And yes, you get to read it and get to know what goes on in my brain...... Pretty cool stuff!

Also, I wonder, do other's think this way as well? does anyone inspire you to have random thoughts of them??? if so, IS THIS NORMAL? or am I some kind or weirdo??? Oh well!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

                            Inspired by my thoughts of him

Is it normal that I want to suck on your bottom lip?


Is it normal that I have to remind myself that I am not allowed to think of you?


Is it normal that I like the way you walk?


Is it normal that the things I like about you most, are your imperfections?


When I think of your beauty, I am not thinking about what you look like, I see your soul, the person that you are.


When you make fun of me, I like it because it comes from you.  Is that normal?


Why won't you come on the spaceship with me? Please reconsider, I'll ask them to take beer instead of wine, anything to make you happy!


And when I felt really sad, your smile made me feel better, is this a good thing?


I didn't mean to say "I find that cute" you know what I'm talking about right? when I was telling you that you reminded me of a hamster and how I thought it was so cute! oooopsss That one slipped.  After I said it, I thought holly shit! I can't believe that just came out of my mouth But, I really do think it's cute!

Again, your not perfect, but your perfect to me.  Please go on the spaceship with me?