WHAT A FEELING!!!!

A few days ago, I was waiting for my train and listening to music while moving my body trying desperately not to start dancing! it's so hard sometimes to contain myself when I'm on the trains listening to my music because more often than not, I want to just dance!

A specific song came on my iphone (the one on this movie clip) and immediately I thought of two things, one, my lovely journal and two how much I absolutely loved this movie and how it absolutely HAD to be part of my movie series.  http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html

Whether you are one of the few people who enjoy reading my journal, or if you did a search and happened to stumble upon my journal.  I want you to know two very important things about Jazzy; one, that I LOVE MUSIC and two that I love DANCING!

So if you appreciate the art of dancing as much as I do, I urge you to watch this film AT ONCE! it is a great movie! and it touches one other very important thing, that no matter what you are passionate about, if you work hard for it you CAN obtain it! DREAMS DO COME TRUE! 

I watched this movie at the age of like 12 years old, right about the time when I used to stand in front of the wall to wall mirror we had in my living room in our Brooklyn apartment and choreograph dances with my then best friend Julissa! I wish I could find her!

Enjoy the clip!

FLASHDANCE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asBSJMOibm

Titanic- I will never let go

I WILL NEVER LET GO!  

HOLA! I am going to continue to post movie clips whenever something happens that I feel requires me to say so much that it is best just to say it this way....

This is part of my movie clip collection http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html and today I realized that I don't need to let go of my Benjamin Nunez, http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2010/12/omg-my-first-blog-entry.html because he is still very much alive inside of me and is still very much my love! And I live my life and I am for the most part happy and I feel that he is the reason why I am able to sometimes do all that I do and I don't ever expect anyone to comprehend the extent of my love, nor do I care if I am judged for it or if people think I am crazy because of it or if it's not healthy, but I live my life everyday and I am ok and I am not harming anyone by loving him, I am not hurting myself because I still love him and the thought of him always makes me feel fulfilled in my heart.  

The other day when the hurricane happened I was desperate to know about him.  I was so stressed out not being able to call him and ask him if he was ok.  And I sort of knew he was, because I felt it but in that moment my love for him was very real and I understood that I will never let go, because he was just to significant in my life.  And maybe I am not even in love with him who knows? but that doesn't mean that I don't love him with all of my heart.   

He inspired my movies clip series, he inspired me to write my blog, he continues to inspire me in ways that no one else can, and that is so significant that I can't ignore it.  Maybe one day someone will steal my heart from him, but until then..... This blog is still dedicated to him!

Benjamin Nunez....(that's not his real name)... 

Titanic - "I will never let go" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtBgWxhGCeo
Sorry I tried to find a better scene but couldn't find it....

Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying - The Shawshank Redemption

I haven't added anything to my movie clips collection in so long, http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html I don't want to stop doing the things I said I would do on my blog... Sooooo as I was always one to quote movies and this is one of my favorite movies ever, I simply must share and say to you whomever comes across this post.....

That you have to... "GET BUSY LIVING OR GET BUSY DYING!"

THE SHAWSHANK REDEPTION.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46GwJbrMghQ

Just a Girl!

I love this scene this movie and these two actors!


If I could tell you how many times and tears have fallen from my eyes every time this quote passed through my mind, I would probably be a rich woman.


"I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her"




This is part of my movie series.  So glad I started it.  http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html

Just a girl - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RESwG23_YGw

The Rebound (2009) trailer

Dear Journal:

This is what happens to me when I am watching a romantic movie and am going through my cycle that just turns me into a disgusting messy mushy cry baby woman.  FUCKING HORMONES! I don't usually watch romantic movies anymore, actually I don't watch movies much anymore, but when I do, they always end up being romantic comedies because that's what I like to watch.  I have met two men that love to watch romantic comedies also.  One, was my friend who I no longer speak to, and the other person, is my love (who no longer speaks to me) oh yes! I bet you thought I was over him by now right? no, not yet.

This October it will be 5 years that there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about him, my inspiration, my reason my drive.  He changed my life forever and I don't even remotely know how to move on from it, but I do try, sincerely sort of I do.  I have written about him a million times and probably will write a million more.  You can find out about him here..... http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2010/12/omg-my-first-blog-entry.html

Anyway, the other day I watched a movie called the rebound and while I was watching it I kept thinking, damn that sort of looks like my life, holy shit now they make movies about my life? but the only thing that remotely resembled my life, was the fact that the lead character (Catherine Zeta Jones) was 15 years or maybe more, I'm not sure, older then the male lead character (Justin Bartha) who is HOT! (spoiler ALERT! if you want to see this movie don't read anymore, because I'm about to divulge parts of the movie). 

The movie was about the fact that they fell in love and she is older then he is.  Anyway, there is a scene where she thinks she is pregnant and it turns out that she really isn't.  When she leaves the doctors office with him after the doctor tells them that she is not, she flips out on him and starts to tell him that she can't even believe she was even remotely happy that she was going to have a baby when their whole relationship was wrong, she was a 42 year old woman and he was a 25 year old man who should be back packing in Europe not being in a relationship hoping to have a child with her.  After that scene they break up and he does just that, he goes back packing in Europe.  After he returns from his trip in Europe and has adopted a child, they bump into each other and realize that they still love one another and the movie ends.

So, that scene stayed on my mind and I kept thinking about my love and the fact that he is 9 years younger then I am and how the whole time while we were friends, I would always think to myself that I was ridiculous to think that he would look at me in that way.  He had no children and I have three.  Then the other day as I was walking home thinking about it, the stupidest thought crossed my mind, I kept thinking to myself, Jazzy, pretend that his new relationship is just a process that he is going through, that will enable him to be closer to the day that he will come back to you! he is only "back packing through Europe" aka, having a girlfriend who he might marry and have a child with, end up divorcing and then, he can finally be with you.  

That is about the most horrible wish I could have for someone! I am ashamed to admit that I thought that! how is my love true when I want him to hurry up get married and divorced so he could finally reach up to where I am in my life?  in the movie, the guy goes back packing through Europe and comes back to her and I assume they live happily ever after, but in my reality, how can I even think such a horrible thing.  But I did and it's true, he is going through the things he has to, but who am I to go around wishing for him not to have a successful loving marriage (not that he's getting married or maybe he is I don't know) but the point is that I don't allow myself the opportunity to move on because I'm always sort of waiting for some sort of miracle to happen, some sort of something that probably won't and so I think these ridiculous thoughts to make myself feel better about it.  And after I thought that I kept thinking, God please forgive me for wishing these things for him, I want my love to be happy, I really do, for my love for him is sincere and true and if he is happy, then I am too! no matter how sad that makes me.  God I'm such a looser! 

When I met him, he was sort of my rebound, he helped me through a really tough time in my life and I don't know how to let go of that and move on.  Please, I want to forget he ever existed!

Sorry about this entry journal, but I am a hot mess! (insert sad face here)

I couldn't find the clip I was looking for, but this is all sort of relevant to my movie clip series.... http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html

which by the way, my series was inspired by my love.  

Please enjoy the trailer and I hope you will watch the movie, it's a good one!

The Rebound - Catherine Zeta Jones.

YOU WANT TO FUCK WITH ME?? Say Hello to My Little Friend

Hello! and welcome to my favorite all time movie clips! I'm really enjoying doing this on my blog for two reasons.  First, I don't get to watch movies the way I once did and two, I hope that someone may stubble upon my blog see the clip and be like.... Oh I remember that, Oh that looks like something good or Oh, this woman has no life and only watched movies in the 80's and 90's actually, probably just the 90's regardless, this is my journal and as such, I can do what ever I want on it... (insert smiley icon here)


What made me start this you ask?  you can find out here...... http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html 

YOU WANT TO FUCK WITH ME? 


Scarface... This is when I fell in love with Al Pacino.

Jazzy's MOVIE CLIP! ...TRUE LOVE.....

If you ever come across this blog and wonder about me, because this is the very first post you are reading, then there is something you should know about me.  Love is my religion!


I wanted to share my favorite movie scenes on my blog, because someone inspired me to want to do so.  Inspiration, comes from love.  This is one of my favorite movies.  If you have never seen it, then you definitely should!! This movie is about my favorite subject, LOVE! 

I started a series called Jazzy's movie clip collection, here is a link to my first post about it http://jazzy-jazzysjournal.blogspot.com/2012/04/david-kross-in-reader-01.html (just in case you wondered why?)

Bram Stoker's Dracula - Winona Ryder
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugbOR40eoCw

JAZZY'S MOVIE CLIP! ......THE SEX SCENE! ENJOY!

People don't talk about movies as much as they used too! I remember once upon a time when movies were a constant topic of conversation.  I have decided to start a lil series of blog posts, with clips of my favorite movies.  I think I'll call it, Jazzy's movie clip collection.  I'm hoping that when someone comes across my blog and finds a clip, it will remind them of the movie (if they watched it) or entice them to want to watch it.

Once upon a time, I watched movies allll the time! and I often quoted them! I'm not able to watch many anymore (inset sad face here) but nonetheless, I'm still a fan of cinematography!Hope you will enjoy my lil clip selections.

you may also view this clip on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfyTsDz_E0Y&feature=player_embedded