Dear Journal:
I was telling my creative writing professor the other day that I do not know what I want to do with my writing, but that I definitely love to write and can't stop writing. He instructed me to just keep writing. No problem professor! your wish is my command! Lately my life has not been very exciting, I have been quite focused at the task at hand a class called statistics. To me it is important to understand how to come up with a study, because at some point I will most definitely be conducting one, I really want to do it on on-line dating, and I have no idea how or what this study will be about, but I will definitely request the assistance of my awesome new stats. professor, professor Martinez-Pons. There is something about the way he teaches that really eases my anxiety about statistics and I can honestly say that I think I am getting it a little. Please note, key word in that last sentence was... LITTLE! OUCH! but I am trying really hard, honestly I am, and I intend to try my hardest and do my best.
So, while I have to stay true to both of my professors and obey their guidance so that I may pass their classes, I am trying to write as much as possible, maybe not on my blog, but I definitely have been putting more thoughts on paper or actually on my IPhone notepad. Since like I said, my life isn't totally exciting, I decided that I would use this post, to add some conversations I had on line this past week. I mean I do have to try to stay some sort of social right? as I have said before I am on like 4 different dating sites at the moment, I am not on them to meet anyone as I am completely un interested in the male species at the moment, YES, male species! I guess you can say I am going through a bit of withdrawal from some bad experiences in 2012 and I am just staying focused on the fact that this is my last year as an undergraduate student and I have to work really hard to maintain a high enough GPA so that I can get into grad school, so, for the moment I am just on dating sites trying to stay social and trying to network.
I always meet really nice people I will say that, but there are times when there are men that really, truly, sincerely disgust me and PISS ME THE FUCK OFF! I'm serious! like why are you using the internet to say things to a lady that you wouldn't usually say to their face? additionally, what about me screams... COME TO ME! I NEED TO GET LAID???? Honestly speaking, I do not think that the pictures I post are the sorts of pictures that say, I'm out to be a porn star. The pictures I post on dating sites are the same pictures that I post on my FB page. When I first met AJ and I began to get to know him, (AJ is someone that I developed very strong feelings for) one of the first things I told him, was to look at my pictures on the site I had met him (Tagged) and to tell me if he thought that they were sleazy, I wanted to make sure that I wasn't one, being disrespectful to him because we were getting to know each other in a romantic way and I was beginning to develop feelings for him and felt that I had to be respectful to the man I cared about and two, because I don't want to give off the impression that I am a slut. He told me that my pictures were fine, so, when men send me a dirty message or a disrespectful message, you know JAZZY doesn't take THAT! the BITCH in me automatically comes into play and very nicely I let them have it! it's pretty funny actually.
Right now I think I am one of the most hated dating site women, I became one of those people that send mass emails to a bunch of men who try to pick me up on line, but what can I tell you? on my profile page I am always specific about my intention on these sites, if they don't take the time out to read what I wrote, then that isn't really my problem, additionally, men do that all the time, they have one email which is some poetic thing about how beautiful someone is and they send it to a bunch of women, so, I merely do the same thing, except mine is an invitation to read my journal. What can I tell you? it's called networking and marketing and getting followers, I am not trying to sell anything or make money from anyone, I merely want people to read what I have to say, I have future plans with my journal and they are not for the purpose of making money, they are for the purpose of giving back for all the great things that I have received from God and the universe, I am very lucky to have all the things that I do and I want to share if nothing else, things I learn with others. So, with out further a do, below are two conversations that I had on one of the dating sites I am on. Please note, I don't edit the conversations, so my apologies in advance if you find the conversations inappropriate or offensive.
Him - I am interested in having some discreet fun. What exactly are you looking for? (me thinking to myself, what exactly is "discreet fun?" ugh! what a douche bag!)
Me - I'm not looking to have discreet fun. But good luck to you.
Him - You are very sexy make an exception for me and enjoy some incredible sex. (me thinking to myself, ASSHOLE! now very annoyed and my blood boiling because what the hell about my answer gives this person the impression that I am even remotely interested???)
Me -What in the world makes you think I'm not already having incredible sex? Your funny.
Him - I hope you are! Now u should have some incredible sex with a big man like myself. (me thinking to myself UGH! DISGUSTING! after throwing up in my mouth because I was so grossed out by this man)
Me - No thank you! Please do not contact me again. (me to myself, OMG! some men are seriously delusional!).
Next Conversation another man......
Him - YUMMY!!! you look good enough to EAT!
Me - (thinking to myself - after throwing up in my mouth completely disgusted and totally pissed off!)
Me to him - Good day, may I just say that you are very disrespectful? I do not like to be thought of as a piece of meat.
Him - I apologize if that rubbed you the wrong way, I did not mean it like that. You are very attractive, and I do happen to be a chef, in my defense.
Me - (thinking to myself - wishing I could slap him right across his face! and thinking, YOU ASSHOLE! how else am I supposed to take that??)
Me to him - May I ask how else I was supposed to take it? If someone refers to you as "YUMMY" What is the first thought that comes to mind? I'm just curious.
Him - Well, I'm not saying you are wrong to feel that way, but... more in a sexual manner, but not trying to be offensive to you or disrespect you. Many people are here for many different reasons, again, if I offended you, I extend my apology.
Me - (thinking, yes, there are people here for different reasons, but you should be respectful to all women YOU ASSHOLE!)
Me to him - Agreed, re: people are here for different reasons, however, that is never a way to approach a lady, regardless of what she may or may not be on here for. I find it unacceptable. Apology accepted and good luck to you!
Him - Cool, it works with some not all, I'm not on here often just every so often, nor do I sleep with every ho on here. TY be well.
Me - Take care
Him - Well after all the chat, and now that you understand me....mmmmm you sure look yummy!... lol night...
I never responded, but I thought to myself, YOU'RE A DISRESPECTFUL ASSHOLE! I wish you would say that to a woman in person! ASSHOLE! Damn I wish you were in front of me, MY FINGERS WOULD OF BEEN IMPRINTED ON YOUR FACE!
Moral of these two conversations? no matter what means of communication you are utilizing to chat with people, you should always be respectful! END OF STORY!
I was telling my creative writing professor the other day that I do not know what I want to do with my writing, but that I definitely love to write and can't stop writing. He instructed me to just keep writing. No problem professor! your wish is my command! Lately my life has not been very exciting, I have been quite focused at the task at hand a class called statistics. To me it is important to understand how to come up with a study, because at some point I will most definitely be conducting one, I really want to do it on on-line dating, and I have no idea how or what this study will be about, but I will definitely request the assistance of my awesome new stats. professor, professor Martinez-Pons. There is something about the way he teaches that really eases my anxiety about statistics and I can honestly say that I think I am getting it a little. Please note, key word in that last sentence was... LITTLE! OUCH! but I am trying really hard, honestly I am, and I intend to try my hardest and do my best.
So, while I have to stay true to both of my professors and obey their guidance so that I may pass their classes, I am trying to write as much as possible, maybe not on my blog, but I definitely have been putting more thoughts on paper or actually on my IPhone notepad. Since like I said, my life isn't totally exciting, I decided that I would use this post, to add some conversations I had on line this past week. I mean I do have to try to stay some sort of social right? as I have said before I am on like 4 different dating sites at the moment, I am not on them to meet anyone as I am completely un interested in the male species at the moment, YES, male species! I guess you can say I am going through a bit of withdrawal from some bad experiences in 2012 and I am just staying focused on the fact that this is my last year as an undergraduate student and I have to work really hard to maintain a high enough GPA so that I can get into grad school, so, for the moment I am just on dating sites trying to stay social and trying to network.
I always meet really nice people I will say that, but there are times when there are men that really, truly, sincerely disgust me and PISS ME THE FUCK OFF! I'm serious! like why are you using the internet to say things to a lady that you wouldn't usually say to their face? additionally, what about me screams... COME TO ME! I NEED TO GET LAID???? Honestly speaking, I do not think that the pictures I post are the sorts of pictures that say, I'm out to be a porn star. The pictures I post on dating sites are the same pictures that I post on my FB page. When I first met AJ and I began to get to know him, (AJ is someone that I developed very strong feelings for) one of the first things I told him, was to look at my pictures on the site I had met him (Tagged) and to tell me if he thought that they were sleazy, I wanted to make sure that I wasn't one, being disrespectful to him because we were getting to know each other in a romantic way and I was beginning to develop feelings for him and felt that I had to be respectful to the man I cared about and two, because I don't want to give off the impression that I am a slut. He told me that my pictures were fine, so, when men send me a dirty message or a disrespectful message, you know JAZZY doesn't take THAT! the BITCH in me automatically comes into play and very nicely I let them have it! it's pretty funny actually.
Right now I think I am one of the most hated dating site women, I became one of those people that send mass emails to a bunch of men who try to pick me up on line, but what can I tell you? on my profile page I am always specific about my intention on these sites, if they don't take the time out to read what I wrote, then that isn't really my problem, additionally, men do that all the time, they have one email which is some poetic thing about how beautiful someone is and they send it to a bunch of women, so, I merely do the same thing, except mine is an invitation to read my journal. What can I tell you? it's called networking and marketing and getting followers, I am not trying to sell anything or make money from anyone, I merely want people to read what I have to say, I have future plans with my journal and they are not for the purpose of making money, they are for the purpose of giving back for all the great things that I have received from God and the universe, I am very lucky to have all the things that I do and I want to share if nothing else, things I learn with others. So, with out further a do, below are two conversations that I had on one of the dating sites I am on. Please note, I don't edit the conversations, so my apologies in advance if you find the conversations inappropriate or offensive.
Him - I am interested in having some discreet fun. What exactly are you looking for? (me thinking to myself, what exactly is "discreet fun?" ugh! what a douche bag!)
Me - I'm not looking to have discreet fun. But good luck to you.
Him - You are very sexy make an exception for me and enjoy some incredible sex. (me thinking to myself, ASSHOLE! now very annoyed and my blood boiling because what the hell about my answer gives this person the impression that I am even remotely interested???)
Me -What in the world makes you think I'm not already having incredible sex? Your funny.
Him - I hope you are! Now u should have some incredible sex with a big man like myself. (me thinking to myself UGH! DISGUSTING! after throwing up in my mouth because I was so grossed out by this man)
Me - No thank you! Please do not contact me again. (me to myself, OMG! some men are seriously delusional!).
Next Conversation another man......
Him - YUMMY!!! you look good enough to EAT!
Me - (thinking to myself - after throwing up in my mouth completely disgusted and totally pissed off!)
Me to him - Good day, may I just say that you are very disrespectful? I do not like to be thought of as a piece of meat.
Him - I apologize if that rubbed you the wrong way, I did not mean it like that. You are very attractive, and I do happen to be a chef, in my defense.
Me - (thinking to myself - wishing I could slap him right across his face! and thinking, YOU ASSHOLE! how else am I supposed to take that??)
Me to him - May I ask how else I was supposed to take it? If someone refers to you as "YUMMY" What is the first thought that comes to mind? I'm just curious.
Him - Well, I'm not saying you are wrong to feel that way, but... more in a sexual manner, but not trying to be offensive to you or disrespect you. Many people are here for many different reasons, again, if I offended you, I extend my apology.
Me - (thinking, yes, there are people here for different reasons, but you should be respectful to all women YOU ASSHOLE!)
Me to him - Agreed, re: people are here for different reasons, however, that is never a way to approach a lady, regardless of what she may or may not be on here for. I find it unacceptable. Apology accepted and good luck to you!
Him - Cool, it works with some not all, I'm not on here often just every so often, nor do I sleep with every ho on here. TY be well.
Me - Take care
Him - Well after all the chat, and now that you understand me....mmmmm you sure look yummy!... lol night...
I never responded, but I thought to myself, YOU'RE A DISRESPECTFUL ASSHOLE! I wish you would say that to a woman in person! ASSHOLE! Damn I wish you were in front of me, MY FINGERS WOULD OF BEEN IMPRINTED ON YOUR FACE!
Moral of these two conversations? no matter what means of communication you are utilizing to chat with people, you should always be respectful! END OF STORY!
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